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i love how my life is turning out right now.
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C:Everytime you got all butt hurt that you weren't going i wanted to tell you so bad. LOL. But i can keep a secret.
E: Jerk. Why didn't you tell me! How long have you known.
C:Don't worry about it. And dont tell brian about this convo. But a while. LOL
E: aw.
aw.
*tickly happy feeling*
i love it.
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[09 Apr 2007|10:16pm] |
So guess who's going to RCB. hahah yeah its me. whoooohoo.
i'm all super excited...well now its back to dress shopping i guess, oh and I might be going to SAE's formal too...this is going to be a fun month!
haahaah.
yayer
....i missed you in meeting today...
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[20 Mar 2007|05:14pm] |
I find it interesting, this journal. It seems like I only come here when i need guidance or to vent. I'm eternally grateful for this.
hah. for sure.
anyways... tommy and bwoz
too much love/lust between the two of them. I love the way he makes me feel, and how its so easy to talkto him. But he makes it hard to see that he feels the same way.
i love boys in mailboxes
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[07 Nov 2006|09:39am] |
aw man.
things are so different everytime I come back to this.
I have a LIL SIS now..
I broke up with Tommy.
and i'm the vp of PUBLIC RELATIONS FOR KD
holla!!
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[06 Jun 2006|05:05pm] |
It's been almost a year out of High School, and so many f friends havent changed. They still ive in the same party timeframe. Why was it just me who changed? Why don't I always jump at the chance of going to a party?
Man it was so simple in High School, just chill out in my classes..lunch..then the occasional drama.
Actualluy come to think of it, I haven't had any drama...in like forever...which is nice.
I just miss hangin with people from Montclair, from band and guard from everything...and its just sad to see these people go on with their lived not knowing how much they all have impacted and made impressions on my life. And they just move on.
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[11 May 2006|08:31am] |
It's 1:32 am and I just got home from practice...ugh I am sooo tired but I still have energy to just write this post. I decided that I hate/love Greek Week.
I love Greek week because:
It brings me closer to sisters who before this I never talked to.
DANCE
KD Spirit
Healthy Competion
etc.
I hate Greek Week because:
Greek Quartely.
THE LONG ASS PRACTICES.
THE STRESS
The No Sleep.
Sisters fighting against each other.
But I wouldn't trade this, I knew that this was going to be stressful..so I just brought it upon myself, but I don't regret it at all...I just wish I had better time mangement..
<33
Leesh
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[10 May 2006|02:13pm] |
Greek Week = Death to all Greeks....or atleast us. OMFG I am so flippin tired I only got about 5 hours of sleep...aah. I need like 7 to function properly. o_O....but I mean atleast it isn't in vain the girls who are consistently coming out and supporting us, plus the TKE guys. It makes it seem alot better. I flippin love these girls....they are so dedicated to Kappa Delta. But I am to the point where I'm going to just shut down and sleep.....my body's not used to this...find me senior year I would have handled this waking up early crap....or the summer.
now I must die...or go to BIO110.
ew
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[17 Apr 2006|11:32pm] |
So I finally guilt trip'd Tommy into taking me to formal...oooh am I good.
LOL
It's my Gib's birthday so today I got her a bear and balloon with a cute card...tomo I am making her a cake...Wednesday I am giving her a bag that I have not made yet. Thursday her birthday I don't know yet...cuz I work and yeah.
*shrugs*
Formal in 2 weeks. omgosh, I don't have a dress yet. *dies*
So I think this weekend is some kind of frat party with SAE..fo sho..i'm there with Andrea.
:D
yeayuh.
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[13 Apr 2006|12:27am] |
Now I have to try and find a date for formal becuase Tommy doesn't like dances. Any ideas?
o_O?
you would think thats what boyfriends are for...figures.
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[10 Apr 2006|12:59am] |
I hate having to split time with work and school. Seriously. My soroity takes alot of time to do and I love doing it, no doubt, but I have a job and its hard to do both.
I can't have any more days off in April. So I can't play in the game. Lame?
*mer*
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[28 Mar 2006|08:43am] |
I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to let a boy rule over my friends..my friends who have been there with me through everything..who've seen me cry more than 3 times...who have cried with me more than 3 times...who have done everything and supported me the best they could. Why am I doing this? Why if I already aknowledged this problem so many a time do I still go back to him...its like I'm scared to back to my friends...My friends. And instead of going with my friends I go back to a broken enviorment full of back stabbing and alcohol. Maybe I need a leg to stand on. Maybe the girls are more of a risk than the boys. Since when do I not take risks? Why do I need this easy friendship...*sigh* and I keep hurting those who want to be apart of me again.
will this end?
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[25 Mar 2006|03:13am] |
Whooo gig in chinatown...yeayuh bitches! Care, Danny, Andy, Tommy, and I are gonna have a great time!! yeayuh!!
<33
yeayuh!
will post pics tomo!!
wish me luck...hopefully I don't get lost or something...
peace!!
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[23 Mar 2006|04:31am] |
My mom is being so STUPID...ugh I can't stand her. So I didn't do the dishes....since when have I had chores to do..and then I offer to do them...and she puts up this big fight...she's such a stupid person..she can't just let someone do something for her..Tommy took out behr pah...and she insists that she has to take him out again....
UGH
I just wish I had a cool relationship with my mom...but she is such a mean person.
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[22 Mar 2006|08:42pm] |
this is like the lamest but most chill spring break ever. Last night we had another movie night...I bought some cinnamon rolls and cookies....it was so fun.
Yup.
Tommy has an interview today with Domino Pizza Factory...he gets paid $10 an hour to put dough on a conveyor belt..
WTF
honestly.
well that money is just going towards me anyways so :D
JK
but he likes to buy me stuff..he said it himself
freak
thats going to be his downfall
HAHAHHAH
I kid of course.
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[21 Mar 2006|08:32pm] |
Tommy got into a car accident.
stupid big rig.
well actually stupid Tommy, cuz now he can't come see me....because his car goes about 20mph at fastest. But anyways last night Andy, Danny, Care, Andrea, and I all stayed in and watched movies...kinda like a slumber party. It was sooooo cute..we had tea and lit candles everywhere....muy cute-o.
And trying to figure out the bus schedule is the hardest damn thing to do in the world...blast you omnitrans...whatever that means...
Work is doing alright I guess...I've been doing either dishes or floors for closing..which I guess isn't bad..but I mean...I was doing good in Bakery.. *shrug* It all comes with time.
*nods*
m'kay...that's enough.
Byee!!
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[19 Mar 2006|03:37am] |
So last night was such an awakening night. Ok..so Tommy and I almost broke up..because, which he brought to my attention, I am a selfish girlfriend..I'm scared or atleast reluctant to sacrifice myself for him...which is stupid because he sacrifies SO much for me, without even asking. He loves me so much just to do anything for me selflessly...and its true I have been selfish...it's just not something I'm not used to. Maybe thats my excuse. All I do is bitch about what I want in a relationship...but I don't even ask or think of asking Tommy, who If I love soooo much, shouldn't even be a question for me.
So I have come to the conclusion...that I love him and I really want this to work..I need to be more understanding..
I love him and I am willing to change my selfish ways for him.
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[17 Mar 2006|01:49am] |
Is it bad that Tommy's best guy friend and I don't get along AT ALL.. I really can't stand him. He just has such a warped sense of humor and he is such a prick to me, and normally I'm alright with pricks but I just met him ya know?
UGH
this should be interesting.
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[13 Mar 2006|07:38pm] |
WTF do I want with this poor boy? I just wrote about how I don't need to see him all the time...but now I haven't seen him since yesterday and today....and I'm like dying. Do I just need to know that he's wiling to come see me all the time..is this because he's with his best friend and wants to spend more time with him. I hope this isn't because of this, because he could have told me. And its not like he doesn't get jealous when I hangout with my friends.
UGHHHH
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